A Price On My Soul

There is no way that I will love having visitors in our house.

It annoys me so much.

I can't go down stairs and pee from time to time or grab food.

Like I don't want anyone seeing me specially without my bra.

I am so lazy to put effort just for visitors to put on my bra.

Plus I hate all their faces... like yeah having all the fun

while they are not being considerate to other people

living in the same house.

I don't even think they know how it irritates me that

they party here almost everyday and drink.

Whatever, call me anti-social I hate being surrounded by

people and hearing all their comments.

Fuck it.

Right now my stomach is aching from eating sausage. 

Damn, I hate eating meat.

But I have no choice cause I don't have money

to buy my own damn food.

I have hard time digesting pork and beef it really

make me feel sick every time I eat that kind of meat.

No one ever want to see my fucking face

that is so mad about the world.

I want to travel for Pete's sake.

I hate being here at this country.

I want to meet different nationalities.

I don't even know why I don't have any troubles

talking to other nationals while here I have

a hard time understanding the minds of people

being so passive and easy to trick of what society want them to eat.

I feel like I was just born on the wrong country.

But anyway its still best hanging around at my bed in front of the 

computer learning new things and examining how

dumb the society is.

I'd rather be alone than hang with stupid people.

Festive, events all those stupid events people

attend ONLY because they want social interactions.

I even think they are lonelier than me

because of their hunger to socialize.

Such attention seekers.

I really hate it that they want to be so friendly

with all the fucking people around them.

Like what do you think?

One way or another someone will betray you in the end.

Such... a naive group of people.

Why they can't just be contented... well we are all different.

And yeah, they are all stupid for letting ego run their lives.

If I will have my own house.

Mostly all I need is a bed and a bathroom that's all.

Dining room, living room...all of that is on my bed already.

I love my bed, its my best friend, I want to marry it.

I even think its more fun having party at bed...

Eating chips, chatting while surfing the net, watching or playing games.

Why can't somebody see the beauty of it?

It's all comfy and more personal than having it

at the club with all the sluts around you.

Whatever.

I hate it when people say whatever in reply.

Fuck you all.