There Is No High

School.

People posting all about how they are nostalgic.

How happy, how heartfelt.

I don't even... well I, kind of give some

appreciation to some moments in school but not until college.

And not until I meet two of my friends in college who is genuine.

Preschool is the beginning of all the misery in my life.

I mean, not really... maybe before entering it.

Kids are making fun of me, calling me a pig and ugly being.

Well, as what I expect on humans.

They delight on someone who is not in the standards of society.

If you are different, you are ugly. You are uncool.

You have to be beaten to death and be killed.

They made me feel that, a lot.

Some people will laugh at my life like are you kidding me?

They can't believe bullying is happening.

Shut the fuck up you assholes.

You don't know my life, you don't know where I've been.

You are all a bunch of morons who know so little

about the freaking world while making yourself look cool.

Well, delve yourself in a society where I pity people.

Cause they are making all the adjustments to be fitted.

People loves filling my bag with all the crazy stuff then they will laugh hard.

They don't even know I knew what they did.

How pathetic, how stupid.

How fucking low can all people go.

I hate it, cause they are stupid.

Talking behind my back, laughing at my attire, putting my name on

a circulating paper entitled, "Who's the ugliest fag?" and such.

It sucks when there are group projects or any activities.

I can do it all by myself, it just sucks cause when I am in their group

I will see the disgusts in their faces and I want to just leave

the fuck out of them, like I don't even pick this in the first place.

Well I never groom those time.

Cause every time I put something on like a head band

or something, they will be like...

"Look at her, it doesn't suit her."

And more freaking comments.

Like why don't you all leave me alone?

I am uncool right then why are you people always updated with

what new on me or what I am doing in my freaking life.

People wants to know the latest update to pick on you.

Yeah, that's how it goes.

Really funny how I let myself go.

People will only talk to me to do them a FAVOR.

Like draw them something, buy them something...

And I can't say NO to something I love doing.

Like helping... I don't know I want to have a friend but

turns out they are all using me.

After the favor, they will never talk to me...not until a new favor comes in a way.

Just because you are good looking, got high grades, good at something or whatever 

you are fucking pride of, it does not mean you can hurt

anyone or anything with that stupid edge of yours.

Fuck you all, people who are heads are in the clouds.

Fuck you all.

I hate guys, I hate girls...

I hate them.

Just fuck off and stay away from me.

Why do you have to pretend you want to make friends

or like me when the truth is...you hated me, you laugh over me.

I hate being so observant, I hate being such a good predictor.

I hate it cause I know all the actions they will do.

Like they will act concern and ask about you when all they wanna

do is get some information on how miserable my life is.

Seriously, get a life.

Like the fuck are you saying I should get a life?

I have my own life, why don't you MIND your own.

Or in case you want to mind others life maybe

helping should be one of your motives...

not belittling others.

Scumbag people. 

All you know is reading magazines and watching T.V

Fuck you all.

You are all perfect example for someone I don't like this

generation to become.

Like how does making a poem or expressing their thoughts

became labeled as, "Emo" or "Deep"?

Fuck. Is this what happens when someone vocabulary is wide?

You make me all laugh. I really want to kill the shit out of everyone.